welcome to the monkey zoo

2007-06-24T17:54:00.000+08:00

hi everyone... juz back from some excerise... basketball.. haha....

Nothg much to blog abt also lehz..hmmmmz... my work has been so far so gd.....had my first saturday shift of the month yester... it was like SO SO.. boring.. i needed to be there by 7am... i rch ard 650am.....tried to open 2 number locks... manage to get one.. then ah.. the other.. CANNOT open! OMG!... i rem my colleague relling me the number on fri.. i even recorded in my hp.... but y the combination cant de.. Arghh.. jia liat la... i spent like 10min try to open it.... and at LAST!!! it open.. there was suppose to be 5 number.. but i only key in 4!!.. then while i was trying.. i saw the number 6 moving a little... so i tot maybe t he 5th number is 6... and it was la!!!!i tot my torubles has ended.. BUT no! the door below the lock refuse to open sia!! i alrdy turn the key but the lock didnt unlock!! arghhhhh.... i kepy turning.. tryg.... at 715am.. i manage to open it.... so dotz........thank god no student came so yet....

Why did i say its boring.. cos its realli is.. i enter the place 715am.. and i was like alone frm 715am.. all the way to 915am!!!! then the first student came in... and he is those boring kind de... still boring!! hahaha... let him watch moovie.. then at ard 11+ the rest came in.. i had only 5 students in totally.... boring!!!!.. haha... muz tink of things to do on saturdays....

oh well....tts abt it i guess.. haha..

2007-05-30T20:57:00.000+08:00

Its been awhile sicne i blog huh....

Well...It has been realli fun working at the childcare centre.... as for now im a part timer base... june 1st will be a full conversion to full time liaoz.... these 2 weeks in the child care i realli learnt alot.. lolx... fun..but went the kids are naughty... its realli headache....Now is the holiday period.. its crazy X 2... lolx..... cos alot of children.. wohoo........

I realli wan to thank GOD for this job.. Realli.. its a blessing...Why?

1. It take only 40min or less to reach the centre at sengkang from tanah merah. take mrt to tampines.. then take 27... the bus ride is no JAM.... and the bus not crowded de !!

2. My colleague are so so nice!! even the cooking aunty.. whaa... not grumpy de

3. My supervisor trust us and realli give us alot of space. Dont feel like muz purposly do sumthg to impress, or act as if u realli working.. u do ya job... the supervisor is happy!

4. The pay is realli not bad... how much? dun wan to say.. lolx...

Hopefully i can brush up on the primary sch stuff !! lolx... chinese and science.. whaaa... getting harder... seriously.... lolx.....

Today one of the teacher last day.. whaa. .dramatic sia.... first the teacher cry.. then follow by 3 to 4.... then wen she left... the 3 to 4 influence another 3 to 4....and so on.. end up almost 10 + ppl cry.... Realli touchg sia..... felt realli realli touch inside.. hahah....

Tml is holiday!!! YESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

4.

2007-05-21T22:07:00.000+08:00

Hello... im back agian.....

The latest news is tt i got the child care teacher job!!! heee.... the supervisor like the way i deal wif the child.. yea loh..... and im gonna stay at sengkang branch!!!!! muahahahahaha..... not AMK not woodland!! its sengkang!!!.. lolx.. PRAISE GOD!!!!

Another thg was actually bugging me for awhile.. lolx... i actually can forget my age!! ok.. laugh laugh laugh.... i dunno im 25 or 26 lehz... my fren was asking me how come u can forget.. then i was like... "oh.. " ... i tink its becos beri long i neva celebrate brithday ler.... i tink got more than 4 yrs... come to tink of it .. realli kinda sad lehz..... starting frm like 22 .. the most are like greetings... not much a thg to have any impact.... not sayg like muz be like grand grand de lehz... but at least sumthg lehz.. but... oh well.... then i tink.. slowly dun realli go tink of how old... hah....

Tomorrow will be going to work at chidl care....part time till end MAY... cos i still need to teach at my tt music school till end may.... JUNE then offically be full time.....

2007-05-12T01:41:00.001+08:00

hello.. im blogging agian....

Just some long due post.. lolx.... well.. on wed.. i went to some childcare centre fro interview.. hehe.. to cut story short.. it was intro my my aunt.. yea.. my aunt sort of noe the in charge there.. yeap..... didnt realli go there for any post.. jus see wat post they got........

well i got thru the interview.. and they actally wanted to put me up for child care teacher.. hehe... dun roll ya eyes now.... last time i frm children ministry in my church ok.. yeap... today i woke up so early.. 630am!!!! so long neva wake up so early ler.... headed dwn to the sengkang branch to sort of look see look see.... thank GOD it took only like 40min!!!.... compare to me going AMK and WOODLANDS branch of like 1 and half hr or more... suppose to reach there at 8am... but rch at 740am.. lolx..... wanted to makan at some nearby coffee shop.. but dun have worz...... haha.. end up go in loh...

I guess didnt realli feel any stress or constrain.. Thank God.. i make it thru today pretty good... got to know a few children..... got a feel of the job.... got some praise from the supervisior ok.. yea!!! muahha.... beri comfortable.. yeap... was told to go back on wed to work full day shift... and see how i cope.. hehe... YEA.....

Now hope tt if things goes well... i can stay at the sengkang branch... cos actually its the woodlands branch tt need ppl.. faintz......... the supervisor say tt she waiting for a teacher to reply if she want to contiune anot....haha.... if yes.. then i have to go woodland.. no.. then i can stay... PLEASE lord.. make a way... of course im not like cursing tt the teacher dun wan contiune la.. but HIS will be done... yeap...

Today had the 2nd round of the mama days sort of presentation.. yeap.... i guess i did alittle much better.. but still beri kan jiong... ermz.. got comment tt my face look beri funny wen i singing.. haiz.. why!! nono..... maybe im too tense? maybe im concentrating too much.. ARghh... Please.. i dun wan tt funny face..... NOooooooooooooooooooo....

I beri slpy liaoz.. lolx.. 630am wake up... Zzzzzzz.... im off to sleep... Goody nitez..

2007-05-06T23:01:00.000+08:00

Body now aching... lolx.. went to play basketball.....aching but shiok la.. at least i got to excerise.. lolx..glad to see some of the other guys improving...those exams de.. cannot start to play until june.. lolx.....

Yesterday was told that ill be invovle in singing one song for the mother day presentation... whaa.. quite excited lehz.... singing has always been wat i love beside drumming... listen to the song yesterday like at least also 10 times... lolx.. tryg to get the tune.. the words also.... yea.... today had a pract... ermz.... i tink ok la... but i kan kiong la... lolx.... friday another one.... yea.... hopefully ill be more relax..

tdy ah.. sumthg "bad" happend... -.-.. whaa.. i abit not happy lehz.. i tink is more of hurt then angry bah.... tdy reach church ard 740am... then until like almost 8am.. the sound man not there yet sia.. then scv 830 start la... so ok loh.. i help help loh.. thou im not in sound ministry.. but with my humble knowledge... i decided to help to onz this and tt.. test this and tt la.... then came to the pastor mike... haiz... suppose to put the 9volts batt de...i open the drawer..then i saw some in the box(which is new de) .. some in outside of box(which is used before de) ... then i was like wanting to take the new one loh.. but then i tink...
1. old one still got mah.. so use loh..
2. later use new one then later kanna "Scold" .. say y use new one...

So end up.. i use the USES ones.... on the mic... tested... got sound worz.... then when annoucment time.. the mic bo batt liaoz....when for brkfast... came back and waited outside the hall for sermon to finish.. then this person came out and ask.. "the pst mic batt u put de ah" .. then i say.. ya.... then i say.. "sabo sia.... use new one la... see.. halfway no batt" .. then i was like tryg to explain why i didnt use the new one and all i got was... " IM TELLING U.. NEXT TIME JUZ USE NEW ONE.. THATS IT.." ...... -.-... I WAS like... duhz!!!..this is all i got for helping!!!!....
1. i DON'T do sound for tt service...
2. For youth scv i ususallly use USED batt.
3. And thou i did a wrg thg... I was like HELPING!!!! do i deserve this kinda of sclding....

Super duper sian la... haiz............ HAIZ.....

2007-04-29T21:13:00.000+08:00

Today had a chat with a brother abt church stuff... sat over at city link pola puff for ard 2 hrs....shared alot abt church, abt ministry... yeap.. i guess its good to realli say out wat u felt... and at least we agreed on some stuff.. haha......

I hate doing briefing .... Grrr... today briefg was a flop!!!!! totally... realli.. i felt lousy... TOTALLY!!!.. y i juz cant say wats in my mind.. always it comes out.. its rubbish... and one piece here and there... kauz!!!ARghhhh.... I dun wan any of these briefing liaoz.. PLS!.... but come to tink of it... its only to certain ppl i can.... then to some other.. i realli totally blank out la.... making a mess!!! i tink i noe why..... haiz..... Sianz.....

Through my aunt... i sort of email a child care centre for any job positions..... yeap..... the person sort of noe my aunt..... its in AMK.. yes ang mo kio... Faintz...... Going for a interview on tues..... yeap....... Hopefully i get somethg out of it... yeap....

Im moving on a new cell.... well... after much ponderg.. i guess tt cell is the best for me... yea... but dun noe y... i fear.... like feel scare la.... hmmmz..... Hope tt it be ok.... yea...

2007-04-24T02:49:00.000+08:00

everyone is tryg it.. so i did also....

2007-04-09T01:08:00.000+08:00

Ouch.. i Sprain my ankle.... Pain sia..... but im happy tt today my legs didnt cramp... lolx...... if u read my previous post.. u should noe wat im tokg abt.... and i didnt do warm up tdy.... lolx.... and it didnt cramp.. its weird.. but oh well....... Alot of things need to improve liaoz..y stamina gone dwn... my shootg gone dwn also.. ARghhh... I happy also tt tdy bb traing was much more productive then the last few times... everyone seems to be in high spirit tdy.. yeap....

Oh ya... yester nite i dreamt of sumthg.. its wa like close to being SO real... neva in my life tt my dream felt so real... Oh my gosh... ermz.. sorri to u.. *u noe hu* .....

I hope tml my ankle will be a little less pain.... and be in time for training the coming sun.... yea....

2007-04-04T01:29:00.000+08:00

Today had Gd friday Drama pract...Today was so much better... sound was good.. yea.... not bad ah mr shi yang... lolx... the song was also ministring.. yea.....but i did sumthg super bad tdy... i snap at a brother.. haiz.... but it was accumlated..... then he say a wrg word.. then boom!.. but thank god it wasnt like super big thg.... im sorrri brother.... yea....

i need a new cell.. dun ask me why la.. lazy to explain.. but NOTHING bad happen.. so dun luan luan xiang..... which cell lehz... hmmmz.....

2007-04-03T00:12:00.000+08:00

hmmm... im back agian..... Today went out with friends to catch MR BEAN... hmmmz.... well..... its kinda disappointg bah... yea... if ya the kind.. super supr duper easily tickled.. then u cant watch loh.. cos ah..not funny de.... i rem the whole show i REALLi big laugh only less than 5 times.. so its not realli worth... before tt ate sakae sushi.. heard alot of stories.. lolx........ went to HK cafe after the moive... well.. HK cafe the things ah.. ermz.. not veri worth also.. the menu dun impress me..

Heard and saw some news abt ppl having r/s probs.. break up la... whaa.... wen i heard and read i feel quite sadden.. hmmmz...yea.... it came to a shock to me also....

Oh ya.. sunday we had a record brkg holy commuion ... dotz dotz dotz... ermz... lolx... tts all i got to say....

2007-03-29T01:49:00.000+08:00

Hey.. im back.... been quite lazy to blog.. Why? i also dunno... is it becos it feel ppl are not interseted in my life? or wat? dunno.... oh well...

Have been starting this basketball ministry thg in church... it has been realli fun havin the guys around... And well.. Mr hutch for ya assistance.... lolx..... sumthg has been bugging me... its my calf ... for no reason it sort of pull wen i run or jump alittle.... arghh.. i wen thru the warm up rountine alrdy!! i hate it... cos i cant train properly with the guys... i realli wan to..... arghhh... is it becos due to the fact tt i havnt been excerising for too long? then the muscle harden? or wat? grrr... hopefully the next session it will not be like tt.... healing healing!!

Recently this year.. i have been invovle in alot od technical stuff in church.. like setting up some sound stuff... wiring.... lights etc.... and i enjoy every moment of it.... espically wen francis asked me to help him with the lights... i mean... i felt happy... tt i cld just lend a hand..... satifaction... If only church office has an opening for me.... hmmmz....

Was scannin thru some ppl's friendster testimony.... it realli makes me wonder.. why i dun get tt kinda of testimony... haha... maybe to some extend i dun have tt qualities.... or maybe i hope i had those.... or maybe... or.... well.. who knows.....

GOD please contiune to just shines your light thru my heart...Please help me to focus on you agian.. my life and my ministry.. all to you i surrender.....

2007-03-17T00:44:00.000+08:00

Funny Church Bulletin

The Fasting & Prayer Conference includes meals. ----------------------------------------------------------------------

The sermon this morning: "Jesus Walks on the Water." The sermon tonight: "Searching for Jesus." ----------------------------------------------------------------------

Our youth basketball team is back in action Wednesday at 8 PM in the recreation hall. Come out and watch us kill Christ the King. ----------------------------------------------------------------------

Low Self Esteem Support Group will meet Thursday at 7 PM. Please use the back door. ---------------------------------------------------------------

Weight Watchers will meet at 7 PM at the First Presbyterian Church. Please use large double door at the side entrance. ----------------------------------------------------------------------

This evening at 7 PM there will be a hymn singing in the park across from the Church. Bring a blanket and come prepared to sin. ---------------------------------------------------------------------

Scouts are saving aluminum cans, bottles and other items to be recycled. Proceeds will be used to cripple children. ---------------------------------------------------------------------

Ladies, don't forget the rummage sale. It's a chance to get rid of those things not worth keeping around the house. Bring your husbands. ----------------------------------------------------------------------

The peacemaking meeting scheduled for today has been canceled due to a conflict. ----------------------------------------------------------------------

Remember in prayer the many who are sick of our community. Smile at someone who is hard to love. Say "Hell" to someone who doesn't care much about you. ---------------------------------------------------------------------

Don't let worry kill you off - let the Church help. ---------------------------------------------------------------------

Miss Charlene Mason sang "I will not pass this way again," giving obvious pleasure to the congregation. ----------------------------------------------------------------------

For those of you who have children and don't know it, we have a nursery downstairs. ----------------------------------------------------------------------

Next Thursday there will be tryouts for the choir. They need all the help they can get. ----------------------------------------------------------------------

The Rector will preach his farewell message after which the choir will sing: "Break Forth Into Joy." ---------------------------------------------------------------------

Irving Benson and Jessie Carter were married on October 24 in the church. So ends a friendship that began in their school days. ---------------------------------

A bean supper will be held on Tuesday evening in the church hall. Music will follow. --------------------------------------------------------------

At the evening service tonight, the sermon topic will be "What Is Hell?" Come early and listen to our choir practice. ---------------------------------------------------------------------

Eight new choir robes are currently needed due to the addition of several new members and to the deterioration of some older ones. ---------------------------------------------------------------------

Please place your donation in the envelope along with the deceased person you want remembered. -----------------------------------------------------------------------

The church will host an evening of fine dining, super entertainment and gracious hostility. -------------------------------------------------

Potluck supper Sunday at 5:00 PM - prayer and medication to follow. ---------------------------------------------------------------------

The ladies of the Church have cast off clothing of every kind. They may be seen in the basement on Friday afternoon. ----------------------------------- -----------------------------------

Ladies Bible Study will be held Thursday morning at 10 AM. All ladies are invited to lunch in the Fellowship Hall after the B. S. is done. ----------------------------------------------------------------------

The pastor would appreciate it if the ladies of the congregation would lend him their electric girdles for the pancake breakfast next Sunday. --------------------------------------------

The Associate Minister unveiled the church's new tithing campaign slogan last Sunday: "I Upped My Pledge - Up Yours"

2007-03-14T21:55:00.000+08:00

Hello.. anyone miss me.... oh well.....

My internet was down.... Cos of some curcuit thgy..... also dunno wat la.... and i had to wait 5days before singnet can send ppl to come repair... so dotz!!!... it was indeed boring like siao!!! i played RED ALERT 2 !!! hahaha....... nthg else to do mah.... diaoz...

errr.. wat else.....

so so... ermz... juz come msn to chat wif me la.. LOLX....

2007-02-27T22:48:00.000+08:00

Chicken foldover meal upsize + 6 nuggets + apple dippers = *BURP*

2007-02-19T23:23:00.000+08:00

*Oink Oink*.... Hello... hows everyone new year so far? hahahha...... some will say fat.. some will say lotsa of fellowship.. some will say boring.... some will say too busy.. some say alot $$... some drop in $$.. lolx....well... my CNY have been generally ok bah.....

CNY eve :
Like every year.. its pretty busy for me... prepareing stuff... cooking etc... yea... but the dinner was kinda of quite and "sian" lehz... its like.. my aunty juz recover frm illness.. then this cannot eat.. tt cannot eat.. then she didnt sit wif us.. ate only a soup and duck i cook.. yea.. its sort lessen the atmosphere lehz...and everyone also didnt realli eat much... realli much lesser than last year....then my uncle was LATE.... dotz lehz.. tell him 630pm!! rch our house almost 8pm!!! by the time he rch.. we like almost done la... so diaoz..... so tt nite wasnt realli as RARA loh.....

CNY day 1 :
Had church.. so woke up like 630am.... cos im serving mah... 830am serving... a combine scv for everyone.....everythg was cool.. expect tt i made a mistake.. lolx!!!... recevied 2 ang baos there.. heheh.... thereafter, met my dad to visit my ahma ashes... sort of like every year will go visit de... still rem those time where my ahma will join us for CNY dinner de.. hmmz... oh well... then heade dw to vivo city to walk walk wif my dad...waiting for my mum and sis to meet us.. we sort of ate at marche... lolx.. my dad neva eat before.. so go there try try........ my dad wanted to catch a moive "follow the law" .. but as usual... we couldnt get the tickets lehz.. then plus my mum wanted to go visit one of my aunty mum... yea

CNY day 2 :
Waited for my uncle family to go visit my another big aunt... haha..... then head hm relex a little...... then went to my dad sister hm.. had lo hei there.. lolx...... then went dwn to my mum sister there.. lolx!.. had steamboat dinner... AND... lo hei agian!!!... took a cab hm frm jurong... $20... ahahah......

tml be visiting another aunty... lolx...... then ill head dwn to visit my cgl hm.. heheh.......

2007-02-16T01:12:00.000+08:00

CNY dinner is drawing near..... so so near... lolx... AND there is 8 person eating!!! my family which is 4 + ex maid + aunty(dad sister) + uncle(mum brother) + his girl or gf... lolx.... 8 people!!...

some of the menu of my cny dinner
.shark fin
.sea cucumber and fish maw soup
.Black sauce duck
.Fried leech wif fa chai
.steamboat stuff

HAH.... alot alot to prepare.. muahaha.......

2007-02-14T23:49:00.000+08:00

today i went for CNY shopping lolx..... headed dwn to bugis... ate my lunch.. then started my shpping at 3pm at bugis street..... well... bought 2 jeans only... lolx.... all the shirts like either too ah beng, or like wear to slp like tt.. or too dull.... tot maybe ill try out army market there.. got afew shop selling clothes also... end also nthg nice... then i went to try the jeans... realize tt... dotz.. the thigh area too tight lehz... aiya.. wen i buy i didnt try.. juz take the wrist size.... end up i took train back to change... lolx.... since its so near.. my as well la..... tml ill go altar the length.... dunnoe my shirt how lehz...

well.. tml ill be teachg.. so maybe in between my break.. i go parkway see see look look.. tml got to do some shopping agian.. shop for CNY dinner stuff..yeap.... gonna be busy for me starting of tml....... lotsa of cooking and prepration to do... hahaha..

*tong tong chang*

2007-02-08T15:13:00.000+08:00

Yawnz... so so so so slpy... lolx.... i slept at 6am today.. yes.. today.. lolx..... cos i was watchg return of the condor heros.. not SG version.. maybe is HK or taiwan.... cos i noe of this video webby mah... then suddenly tot wanted to see this serial.. so i search loh.. then got sia!! wohoo... but its juz too nice ler....i can stop lehz... this is the website... www.crunchyroll.com ... its has anime, has mtv, has drama serial.. realli cool......

I tink i also didnt realli had gd slp ... cos i was dreaming!!! and.. i dreamt tt.... delirous came to my church youth scv!!! whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....... werid sia....... and they were leading worship for my youth service.... oh my.. and i was doing the sound and setup as usual... in e dream i cld feel my heart juz excited and stress.. haha.. l ike.... am i doing rite.. can they hear themselves... etc etc.... whaa.... juz like so real !!!

i still feel veri slpy la... haha..... wen u got dream.. ya mind isnt restg at all.. ZzzzzzzZzz

2007-02-07T19:20:00.000+08:00

Yester was walking ard bugis juction toys section and tampines mall toys r us .... Was tryg to get birthday present for 2 little kids! lolx!!!..... its like so hard..... one is P1 .. and he isnt like the rgular p1 tt plays wif swords, cars,gun etc... the other is not even entered k1 ... headache... well... in the end got the p1 sumthg like a colouring set.. got like magic pen, crayons, colour pencils.. etc etc... then the other one is some simple 3D animal puzzle.... hahha...

One thg tt made me sian.. was tt.. my mum said tt we are going my uncle house for reunion dinner.. i was like... -.-..... its not tt i dun like my uncle.. but i feel tt CNY dinner should be juz eaten wif ya immidiate family members mah... Much better loh.... tts wat CNY dinner is for wat!.. yea loh... come out this kinda of stunt say wanna go uncle hm eat... ARghhh.... neva like discuss wif us loh.... duhz... i alrdy said tt we should remain as a family dinner....hopefully it will be...

wan to eat wif uncle.... then can after cny dinner mah... every year wen we go visit them... we will have steamboat their hm mah....... then CNY dinner reserve for own family can......

2007-02-02T00:56:00.000+08:00

I dye my hair tdy.... and................. haiz.... sobz sobz.... i got the highlight colour i wanted.. BUT!!! the base colour is like!!! kauz!!!!! wasnt wa't i expected.. haiz..... tt hairdresser la!! tell me say.. normal come out will not be as bright as it seems!!! ARghhhh.... ITS LIKE SO BRIGHT!!!.. even brighter than the sample...ARghhh.. and i tink he left the dye to set for almost and hr!!! haiz... i also dun noe.. now i look like wat..... haiz......

2007-01-25T21:08:00.000+08:00

haiz.. my SAE dream no need to chase ler... haiz.......................... sians sianz sianx

2007-01-22T16:10:00.000+08:00

haiz... so sian!! .. was late for my drum lesson on sat and tdy!!! arghhhhhh........ *piak* !! suppose to teach my student at 10am - 1045am !! and i woke up at 11am!!! ARghhhhh.... and tdy... supoose to meet 11am -1145am .. end up i woke up at 11am!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhh....... how weird is it wen ya late... u will zhun zhun either wake up after or at the start of the lesson!!! beri Sianz.... + my kuku backup hp alarm fail on me!!!! arghhhhhhhhh

haiz.... tdy i rush like mad.. half aslp.. go brush teeth.. change... neva comb hair..... run all the way to take taxi!! rch there still blur blur.... Arghhh!!.. jui ming ah....

2007-01-21T22:34:00.000+08:00

Well.. finally at long last..... my cell finally resume operation tdy!!! heheh..... due to all the shifting and stuff, it stop for ard 2mths.. finally cell tdy!!! gonna be every sun now!... haha... tdy was funz..... learnt hebrew!!! lolx...... abit blur thou.. BUT... funz.. learnt how to write christ in herbrew... jesus in hebrew.. and so on...

Looking forward to each cell lesson on sundays!!....

2007-01-17T01:35:00.000+08:00

Have ever encounter a incident where u are on talking terms wif someone... went out etc.. had funz.. All of a suddenly.. for no reason..... the veri next moment.. ur given the cold shoulder by tt person....

Werid huh... werid...... Its happeng to me now.... *blur*..... and i hate this kinda of feeling.... becos of some reason i cant ask the person juz like tt... it maybe offensive....

if YOU are reading tis.. can enlighten me? tks..... :).

2007-01-16T18:53:00.000+08:00

2 Funny Videos i uploaded in utube.. hehe.. sent by my frenz

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NL2g8_iPgXQ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EZVnFRUEwLo

2007-01-12T21:31:00.000+08:00

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haiz... this is how im feeling tdy... sian sian sian... my mind is like a wirl wind.. juz turn turn and turn.... my heart is like... Arghhh....... beyond explianation!!

LORD HELP ME!! .....

ARghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2007-01-11T20:23:00.000+08:00

Im back!! muahaha.... blogger seems to have some login probs lehs....

this 2 weeks i have been going down church to help out wif setting up the sound system.. its was realli funz... i mean.. sound is also another thg that im so interseted in... yea...had a few hicups here and there.. but i learn.. lolx... it was kinda of funz... i rem one example..

me: ehz.. the wireless mike cannot work lehz..
francis: aiya u lousy mah..
me: ah.. i on everythg ler wat...
francis: *inspects mike* the mike is on mute WAT!... aiyo...
me: faints! *found out tt there is a mute button on the mike itselfs*...

lolx!!!...

my church have been offically moved to carepoint .. located at lavender.... nice place.. thou its smaller than SP.. but at least everythg is under one roof.... yeap..... still got afew adjustment and tuning to do for the place... this week contractors was hired to like mount up the speakers .. do up the sound system etc... shiok sia!! lolx...

now now... yester i FINALLY had a chance to meet up with samantha.. hehe....kinda of surprise tt i was ask to go see moive with her.. aiya.. all watch the moive ler.. tts y ask me rite.. lolx.. kidding.... anyway....went to watch "night at the museum" ... its like simple plot kinda of comedy... realli realli funny and nice.... dun realli need to like tink too much.. lolx.....

Said afew lame stuff to like make her face -_-" .. lolx...or 0_0 ... lolx... actually got alot de.. but reserve.. later scare u... lolx!!......had dinner at MOS burger.. had a chat there abt her life.. her student.... etc etc... hope i provided some useful inputs to u ya?

sent her home.. and had lotsa of memories and deja vu .... lolx.... well.. i was glad that we met up... yea.... realli to like catch up and all... so yea loh.... anytime agian ok?..

and... finally... i was serious wen i said u slim down alot!! no need to hong u!!! lolx....... wait till CNY la... got alot of hong... lolx....

2007-01-05T01:26:00.000+08:00

*Popularity*

The above mention word have been slowly creeping into churches..... and this is espically happening among e youths. Leaving personality and charcter aside, popularity have been unconciously or conciously installed into people mind. Their reaction, their words use, their love and care etc etc... unkownly, the "unpopular" ones will end up being hurt directly or indirectly.

Slowly it becomes that our perception of the popular and unpopular become so big of a difference. No matter how much a unpopular person change or has gd valuable point, either ppl will not notice, will not bother to notice OR will take a long time to notice. And of course for the popular ones will be the reverse.

The same situation can be a diff reaction for the popular one and unpopular one. sometimes our comment may be harmless... but becos sumtimes we a unconciously blinded... and we end up hurting the unpopular ones, by commentg abt a popular one.

afew oppsite examples (positive VS negative)

. Oh its his/her party... ill defintely make it.
. Ermz.. let me tink abt it.. abit sian.. hu is going?

. he/she is going oversea for studies, i tink i should go sent him off
. Ermz.. i tink no need.. he/she should understd. maybe ill juz have dinner wif him/her

. hey lets go help him/her.
. Its ok. I tink others will help one.

. Ask him/her to come along. Its gonna be fun wif him/her ard
. Dont tink so. He/she should be busy and he also not as fun.

. its ok, its ok its a small matter, i guess he/she juz had a bad day
. it made me realli angry, cane he/she tink abit more

Of course there are alot more of example and situations. These are juz examples tt i tot of.... juz in general.. yeap.....

I tink its time to realli break this trend... Each of us should realli be veri concious of every person that is in our mist. Realli doing out best to make everyone feel welcome in this family of christ......

2006-12-29T01:13:00.000+08:00

hey ya all.. finally i can log in to blogger... due to the taiwan earthquake.. my internet affected... cant acces to oversea webby.... anyhow today can acces.. but veri veri slow....

anyhow.. its time to blog!! hahah...

musical @ orhcad
. I dun noe how many of u guys went.. but.. haha.. its was AWSOME!! realli !!!... the choir and dancers was just enjoyg themselves la.... thou startg there was so technical fault.. but the crowds didnt leave... and more crowds came wen we perform!! wen we were at , err... i tink 3rd last song... i tink is wen we sang *it came upon the midnight clear* ... a little dizzle came... we were a little worried ler.... but we juz contiune... and thr rain did got alittle more.. BUT... the stayed tt way until we sang the veri last song and left stage...AND straight away it stop!! haha.. most of us was like tinkg.. the dizzle was not bad... create sort of like snow effect.. haha.. and it also kindsa suited out song lehz!!! wohoo....

indeed it was realli a enjoyable experience... thru all the practices.. the funz.. etc etc.. wow... wat can i say.. GOD IS GOOD!

muscial @ SP
. I guess most of us was tried cos of the practices.. haha...i felt i did better in orchad than in SP...anyhow... we did wat we could.. and GOD juz multiplyed it... so yea....

xmas present
.well.. as said in my earlier blog.. i said ill get present for some ppl....there has been some hicup... so... hehe... give me some time ok? some of ya present are ready ler... then the rest my wait ok? i try to speed up....

my dad was veri funny wen i gave him a present. the conversation went like this
me: daddy, this is for u
dad: *gave a blur look* har? for wat?
me: christmas present loh
dad: har? *blur look agian*
me: your christimas present
dad: oh, ok.. thank you *blur look*

LOLX! the blur lookS were realli funny... i guess he didnt expect it also la..... gave my sis and my mum also... kinda happy thou.. hahah.. its all abt giving... yea yea..

oh ya.. my mum win liaoz loh.. i brought dwn the present to the living rm wanting to give her ler... before i could give she say... "your father got present, i dont have ah.. where is mine" ... clp clp clp......

haiz... y people dun return hp de... sianz..... where all the moral of singaporeans.... boo!!!

2006-12-24T16:14:00.000+08:00

sian ..SUPER SIAN!! i juzt left my hp in a cab!!!! sucky feeling la!!!

report made... kept on calling my fone ... initally it was ringing.. then thereafter its like got a beep.. then no more.. then it became beep and engage tone... so werid... if ppl take.... and if the fone is off, should be like there is a msg to say the fone is currently unaviable mah.....

suddenly this kinda of tone.. like so werid...

GOD PLEASE!!! ALL i wan for xmas is my fone back!!!!

2006-12-17T22:15:00.000+08:00

Hello Hello....

Im back to my habit of being lazy to blog.. hahah..

actually i dunno wat to blog lehz... hmmmmmmmmmmmmz.... errrrrr..........

OH.. yea.. i was juz like tinkg of give xmas present to ppl that im closer in church.. and those tt actually have given be present for my birthday's and stuf... i feel kinda of bad tt i didnt like "give" them back... i noe this kinda of things no need like repay.. BUT.. i juz to give too..

Each year xmas.. i realli do wan to give sumthg to ppl de.. im not veri gd at writing cards.. i dun wan to write like normal gretting stuff.. .. so giving gifts is the best.. BUT... almost every year im like broke.. so its veri veri hard.. then i keep tinkg maybe i can make sumthg.. BUT.. cant tink.. haiz.......

so this year i decide that i MUZ at least get some stuff for ppl.... thank GOD tt im not as broke as i was for past few years... enough to get some ppl present but not enough for ALL.... should i try to write cards too? hmmm..... shall see.. lolx...

FINALLY... please do come dwn on 22 dec , 8pm .. tong buliding at orchad to surpport my church musical is ya ard ttr area ok? ... ill be in the choir.. lolx... tryg to sing my tenor... lolx.... the bulding is juz oppsite taka.. yea.. not hard to find....

tks for reading!!! hehehe..

2006-12-13T00:02:00.000+08:00

For the rest of DEC, its gonna be realli busy and tring.... as the date nears for the performance at orchad, we will have more practices.... this thurs will be one.... sat another.... the following week is tues , wed , thurs all the way until fri which is 22 dec.. the day of the performace.... then 23 another pract.... and sun agian.. we are performing in church... i tink this year DEC is the most busy on i ever had......

and after all these.. the church will be busy shifting... yea!! we will be shifting to another place... at lavender.. all of our office and services will be there... no more singapore power buliding.. no more pack up.. and set up.. MUAHAHAHA... actually our church is still looking for a suitable location of out own purchase buliding... but time isnt on our side, as the the buliding tt our office is at, will be demolised by end of this year!!! .... THANK GOD... we got this buliding tt belongs to trinity christian centre.... they got a new buliding in paya lebar.. SO.... juz nice.... we rented it down... muahaha..

ONE DAY.. we shall have our veri own buliding!!!.... AMEN!!...

2006-12-08T00:38:00.000+08:00

Tenor, Tenor, Tenor, Tenor, Tenor, Tenor, Tenor, Tenor, Tenor, Tenor, Tenor, Tenor, Tenor!!

Today was another day of practing for the presentation at orchad.... Thank GOD rach did up a CD where we could hear our tenor parts... Did help me quite abit..but still not 100%.. some parts still having probs...oh well..

ANYWAY.. I HAD ENOUGH OF THE BLAMING.... ITS STARTING TO GET IRRITATING!!!!!

*back to happy mood*
anyway.... hope all goes well for the next few practices..... we realli need energy.... hahaha......

Drum Skin

2006-12-07T02:38:00.000+08:00

Yea!! finally.. its done... my new blog skin... really is trial and error sia..... meet up with some probs..... did some "cheating".. haha.. and like sort of cover up method.... Not all prob dealt thou.... i dunno y no title for my post.. and i dun noe how to remove the comment thgy...

anyone noes? can teach me? hahaha...

Retail thearpy

2006-12-04T22:26:00.000+08:00

heya everyone... its been so long since i have blog... hahaha..

i dun noe is lazy or becos life has not been exciting enough to blog... *shurgs*

hmmm... lets see.....

Im like offically in the SNL committee.. haha.. its been somehow my desire to be in the committee... and GOD is good.. he grant my desire of my heart.. COOL!!.... thank GOD tt the last SNL was sort of a success..... had some hicups.. but yea... im glad GOD brought us thru..

if u have read my previous blog entries... i would have mention that my church will be staging a drama and choir at orchad on 22 dec 06 .... it will be oppsite taka.. TONG buliding... well.. im invovle in the choir.. and tryg hard to sing tenor... hahha... well.. not easy... felt abit discourage.. cos its like so hard to catch the notes.. then also if sing wrg.. then cause ppl to sing wrg... juz sian... bo pian... keep tryg... hah..

anyway.... today sort of had time to like walk ard parkway.... had intented to at least get a shirt for xmas.. hahaha... and praise god.. i got one frm bossini.. hehe... it had 30% discount.. so.... gd buy........

i guess... tt is abt it as for now..... :)

It hurts....

2006-11-15T01:17:00.000+08:00

Well.... i felt it .... and there came the conformation thereafter.....

it was something that was best done but yet within it just struggles....

Sadness and hurt is string within.. *tears*

I hope i can keep compose of my emotions and feelings....

Lord help me.....

Happening Sia!!

2006-11-14T00:54:00.000+08:00

Hello hello.. im back.. muahaha..... today ill blog abt 2 diff topic ok.... start off wif....

FOOD... hehehe..

Recently i almost everyday at least will eat vegetarain de... lolz... im not a monk.. neither am i a vegetarain..... its becos the music sch i teach is at katong mall.. AND... juz nearby is roxy square... the place where my church office used to be... over there go a vegetarain stall... yeap...

Most of the time it will be either im eating it for breakfast OR lunch... now now... the question is... y do it keep eating vegetarain.. hmmm...

. it is cheap and good... rice OR noodle + 4 dish = $2 !!!! ... cheap rite!!! thou its all flour... but its cheap!! and i feel full...

. it is nice.. the taste isnt like super duper gd or wat.. but its simple and nice... i dun feel sian wen i eat it.

. It is intersting to me.. haha.. its truly amazing how they can use flour to imitate so many many kinds of meats and seafood!! hahaha...

. Easy to eat.. no bone, no meat fats etc.. lolx!! not so ma fan!! lolx...

having said the above.. i am still veri much a meat lover OK.. i still have my normal doze of meat and seafood....

somethg intersting.. this is realli the orignal look. i havnt eaten it... i tink they tryg to make chicken wing?? the 2 stick like the bone? lol...

this is one of my favourite.. muaha..actually i dun reali noe wat it is lehz.. lolx... but its realli nice.. spongy and chewy.. haha.. i tink is sotong bah!! hehehe

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ok ok... the previous is entry is done.. .hhaha.. now ill blog sumthg tt cannot be eaten.. lolx.......

TADA..... see the below pic and figure out wat it is... lolx...

dishwashing liquid? liquid hand soap? hmmmmm

NO.... its shower foam!!!! lolx!!! so big loh.....

this shower foam cost $9+ i tink... lolx.. i tink its gonna last me for months... hahaha....... natural herb shower foam.. lolx... thanks to you ya... heheheh.....

gonna have smooth white skin.. muahahahahaha

Irritating things in the MRT trains

2006-11-08T21:28:00.000+08:00

Have u guys ever observe the below mention? those the i put *irritating*, realli gets on my nerves. Juz felt like blogging to release my pek chekness... lolx....

1. Parents letting their kids doing "pole dance" in the MRT... swing & swing... and making alot and alot of noise.

2. Sitting down on the seats and legs are still spread straight out, making people hard to walk across, and also taking up standing space.

3. Sitting down with legs wide open even when both sides got people sitting. *IRRITATING*

4. Talking loudly on the fone like no body business. To a point where people can hear so clearly wat ya saying, and wat is the conversation about.

5. Talking and laughing loudly with friends, as if only ur friends and u are the only one in the train. *IRRITATING*

6. Playing with your handfone ringtones for very very longtime. *IRRITATING*

7. Playing handfone mp3 on loudspeaker in the MRT trains. Trying to be a self free empolyed DJ for SMRT. Thanks for NO thanks!! *IRRITATING*

8. Putting ya shoe sole on the train seat when the seats are empty. NO brain... ur making the seats dirty!!! *IRRITATING*

Family Steamboat Outing

2006-11-03T00:59:00.000+08:00

Well well... today went dinner with my family.. hehe.. been long since we had a meal together... yea.. also becos my dad just change company.. and got his first pay.. so yea loh.....

We headed down to suntec convention centre for steamboat buffet... for those who have eaten porriage buffet there before, would noe abt the steamboat buffet... yea.... wats special is that instead of one big pot.... each person got their own pot.. yeap.... so should say its kinda of easier also.. yea....

If ya tokg abt variety wish? defintely its not worth the $25 .... marina south would have more and also can BBQ...this one dun have... but i guess.. the price was more for like.. the enviorment... not smoky...not oily... table are clean... got people clear plates.. no limitation in usage of plates...

I tink we had fun.... thou did had realli much conversation... but could felt tt we were jus focusing on this moment tt we had.... not tinkg abt any other issues.... yeap...

Thank GOD for today!!! wohooo....

Wat a Day..

2006-10-25T00:49:00.000+08:00

Today was suppose to go down to vivo city to look see look see... amanda and i headed to the hawker first for lunch.... upon exiting the station.. we got a shock of out life!!! the queue for the sentosa bus was like so so so so SO long la...all the way up to the entrance of the MRT station... to tink tt we planned to go sentosa after vivo... my goodness.... we decide to eat lunch ,walk finish vivo then see how it goes.... but juz too bad... 3plus the queue was still as long.... jia liat.....

Crazy man.. look at the queue.. nv seen before..

all the way up to the interchange

Vivo city was realli big... hahah.. should say 80% of the shops is open bah....... and 3 food court in the shopping mall loh... lol.. their open air balcony was kinda cool!! hahaha..at night should be quite cooling and romantic.. hehe... the above pic is a mini pool at the roof of the mall... u muz be tinkg y the water brown de rite? haha.. its actually clear de.. juz tt the stone below are brown.. yeap..... the water is juz to walk and for children to play de.. yea loh... dun go there and dive and swim!!...lol...

Shiok to Be in the Lord Presence....

2006-10-23T22:17:00.000+08:00

Yea... juz had a good time doing my QT.... well.. i havnt realli been a good kid lately.. hahha...missed my QT for awhile.. yea.... and i claim tt today shall be the breakthru for me to be consantly seeking GOD!!!

these few days have been realli stressful... my family $ issue realli have been crowded in my mind.... up to a point tt is giving headache... nv had this kinda of headache before.. yeap.. today as i seek GOD.. i realli lifted all of them onto him... every tots... every plans.. yeap....

So... if ya reading this.... and u havnt do ur QT.... y wait? go now.. hehehe.. "juz do it" .... hehehe

Church Buliding

2006-10-23T00:31:00.000+08:00

After today experience at DBS buliding..........................

"LORD WE NEED OUR OWN BULIDING" !!!....

our usual bulidg at singapore power was taken up.. therefore... we got to use DBS buliding for our services.... to date, we have use it almost 3 to 4 times.. and tdy was the most horrible ever we have experience... there was buzzing sound thru out the whole service.... *faint*...... our feedback had probs.... no singal output to hear the WL or the pastors!!... Arghhhh......basically was juz so distracted la.... DBS is blacklisted!!!!!!!

i tink i have come to a point that i need a drumset of my own!! YES i need it!! arghhh.... anyone care to like contribute to the fund? hahahaha...... im serious lehz.. lolx........

ok.. im pretty stone now..... thank god tml is no teachg day for me.... lolx....

ok im here to update...

2006-10-19T23:36:00.000+08:00

ok ok ok ok.... im back im back im back....sia la... so happy got ppl still reading my blog... lolx.... actually got alot of thing to blog.. but i lazy... lolx.... but i forgot wat are the dates... hahah.. here i go...

well.. i went with amanda to geylang seria(dun noe spell correct anot)... anyway... yea.. sort of like favourite hunt before hari raya starts... and juz wan to get to the qi fen.... there was like countless of clothings, tibits and FOOD!! HAHA...we sort of like had our dinner while walkg.. juz buy eat go.... hahaha... cool!!!.. bought her earrings.. hehehe...

then we went to toni roma's... haha.. not after geylang seria la... its a few days after.. forgot which day ler.. hahaha.... treat by amanda.. cos she got her pay.. hahah.... for all those hu nv heard of toni roma, its located at suntec.. yeap.. they are famous for their RIBS. thou its alittle more ex than cartel, but the portion, the taste and ambience.. is worth the price.. heheh.... its realli realli gd.... i couldnt finish my fries loh... hahaha...... u guys should try it some day yea? ... haha..

Finally yester i join amanda cell outing at settlers.. haha.. her cell got this S league player sia!! haha.. frm the team call sporting afrique.. and he is the goalie of the team.. haaa.. i took photo wif him.. muahahah

cool sia.. he so so tall lah... lol.. half a head taller than me? but he is realli a nice guy.... funny also....he promise to pass me a tix to watch his match.. hehehe..

OH MY GOSH!! ARGHHHH

2006-10-08T20:36:00.000+08:00

I actually had it.. it was sosososos clear in my mind!! and its like the first time!!!! my GOSH!!!... ARGHHHH... and it was confirm also.... wohooo.....

Okok... i actually had prophesy over a church mate of mine...Glory to GOD!!... i was tokg to this church mate... and well... seldom tok in church and msn also.... and just as we were tokg.... i suddenly felt a a nudge within my heart and mind...... God told me to tell his church mate 3 things..

1. I see great potienial in u.
2. Cgl
3. "Forget abt the past, for its the future tt matters most"

I mean this nv happen to me before... and after i told her... i sort of made myself safe by sayg.. "this is my first time so... yea.. but is wat i felt" .... and then she replied.....

"praise God. the word cgl came to my mind a few times too. and thank you bro for sharing that phrase. i am very very encouraged."

"yup. a few times very recently. like yeaterday only"

Wohoooo.. how cool is that.... GLORY TO GOD!!! im glad i was a blessing .... *happy*

Random updates

2006-10-07T17:52:00.000+08:00

hey everyone... im back AGIAN.. lolx... these few weeks didnt have time to blog.. Reach hm brain dead ler.. lolx....

hmmm.. just yesterday i went to watch Rob B hood with amanda.... well.. i tink its realli a gd moive.. 2 hrs... good plot... gd action.... worth the money.... normally jackie chan movie is realli alot of hero and action plot.. but this time is realli a mix of action and some touchg scenes... yeap... so sumthg new frm jackie chan...

The haze is realli getting realli realli bad.. even undergrd also got the smoke... diaoz... i was walking to the bus stop, and i felt breathless and my chest felt painful... i felt better wen i am indoor.. now my chest is still pain.. i tink maybe my lungs bah.... feeling a little breathless now still...

Amanda will be coming over for dinner.. hahaha... she went out shopping wif my sis.. diaoz.. lolx.....

tts all folks... hehehe

She came.. hehe

2006-10-01T16:38:00.000+08:00

hu is she? she is Amanda la.. lolx.... yea... she sort of came down for my church SNL service this recent sat... hahaha.....

tks the CP youth for the WARM and grand welcome HOR!! lolx... MR wee.. tks LOH.. for ur publicity OK!.... *faint*.... but realli tks the youths for making her feel welcome loh... yeap...

Praise GOD she felt tt she could get it into the presence of GOD juz like that..and tks for sharing wat u felt yea? .. hehehe....oh.. ya... and tks for making the effort to look good.... yea yeap.....

Post Campus Camp 06

2006-09-25T21:55:00.000+08:00

hi all.. yea im back..... this campus camp realli realli made me learn alot of new things... and also help changed me....

Well.. as a CC of the camp.. i need to address thw crowds... and given my char... i shiver and stammer wen i address to crowds... i was realli scare man.... i rem writing down wat i had to brief on sun,but i was still shiverg as i brief the campers.... and thru the 2nd time onwards.. i could feel a liberty... i mean.. i felt asured.. i didnt feel scare of anythg.. words juz flow out of my mouth... i didnt even had to write..... realli PRAISE GOD!!.......

2nd thing is... i got to noe a brother better.... we were told to break up into two's to pray for each other and stuff..... had a short nice chat wif him.. listening to his views... his ideas.... yea... it was fansatic.. glad i manage to input some of my advice and comments... hey dude.. rock on ok? .... yea.....

3rd thing.. i was made to worship lead on 2 worship session....and its my first time ok...my first session was a off on the first song.. lolx!!.. i tink i sang a key higher or sumthg.. then in the end i couldnt reach certain words on the chours!!! arghhhh.... quickly ended last 3 line amd move on to the others songs!! eeks..... my 2nd one was better.. hehee...honestly i didnt noe if it was ministring to ppl.. but... i noe i was worshipping him..... hope that people hearts are bless....

i guess GOD was good... he pulled the committee through for this camp even thou there was little preparation.....

Im back...

2006-09-21T01:46:00.000+08:00

Hi all.. im finally back to blog agian... these week have been realli realli busy...my church Campus camp is coming up on the 22-23 sep... and im like realli busy...i guess.. the rest of the committee also busy like siao...first time been appointed as the camp commandant.. and its realli mixed feelings.... but i realli juz wan to use this chance to serve the people.. and serve GOD.. and also.. i have been asked to help worship lead for 2 service.... its realli my first time also... well... GOD is faithful... so i guess ill just leave it all up to u Lord..

Well lately, i know some of you guys have been suspecting somethg.. hahaha... hmmm... i didnt wan to like make a big huha abt it ... but well.... i think ill just share it.. dun wan people to add salt and pepper to it..

I sort of been going out with a girl named Amanda Val.. yeap.... she is someone that i had added in msn for veri veri long.. and one day i just decided to ask hu is she.. and also since wen i added her... yeap.... so eventually.. we sort of met up and stuff.... and eventually talked about the feelings we had.... well, we arnt into a r/s now.... We just wan to take time to noe each other more.. getting the foundation going and then make the r/s decision..... It realli abt chosing between handling it in a godly way.. OR.. a worldly way.. believe me,.. with wat i have gone thru.... "fast and chiong" is not the best way for a r/s .. yeap... rem... foundation is realli the most important of all... oh ya.... another is about accountablilty to your leaders..... that is also veri veri important... even before a r/s ... bring it up to ya leaders in church.. being in a hidden r/s is TOUGH... believe me....

I am thankful that currently things are going quite smoothly...even not as a r/s level.. GOD is alrdy using her to realli encourage me alot alot alot..Saying encouragment words that i doubt no one has ever said to me till now...Knowing what i am worth within and not outside... And she realli gave herself tt chance to know me inside out... normally its realli the oppsite....So it has been great...

So.. for those that are "curious" .. pls ask me directly.. dun go around seeking the answers.. dun wan it to turn to a gossip thg.. tks....

Anyway.. back to camp.. haha. .abit anti clamix... ANYWAY.. hehe... camps please rem to gather 1245pm at habour front MRT station control.....please bring $35 if u have not paid for the camp..... u can contact me at 91833441 ....

No Word Could ever describe

2006-09-18T02:10:00.000+08:00

*ah choo* .... my nose feel so stuff up now.... after i bath.. then i started to have flu.... diaoz...... *ah choo*... feeling kinda drowsy now.. but well.. i juz had to blog this i guess....

These few days have been great... i don't think any word could ever describe how i feel within... and also.. things that has happen..... I realli thank GOD for wat is realli happening...

Thanks for all that you have shared so honestly..... and rem ok.. its all abt the future.. no look back.. no looking back........

Truely, it has been a exciting sharing my life with you too..... looking forward to more to more ya? ......

Thoughts.....

2006-09-15T02:51:00.000+08:00

Actually now got alot on my mind.. but don't know where should i start lehz.. hmmmm... *ponders*

Alrite.. ill start off with this....... throughtout my years of living.... thou i had got postive comments... encouragments..but realli non can compare to those i had for this past week.... lolx.. i nearly burst la.... But realli thanks ya noe...i didnt noe that im "worth" tt much.. u look beyond the physical aspect.... it warms my heart..

Im glad the talk went well.. i guess. we pretty much covered all that we should do and plan... haha.....and u ah.. mai Cramp so much kz... hee hee...

I guess it was realli magical how it was huh? ...... amazing .. yea........

Jazz mood...

2006-09-14T21:25:00.000+08:00

Was hearing this song on my comp.. was in abit of a jazz mood... hahaha.. i noe u guys hear my voice until sian ler...

Doubts

2006-09-13T16:51:00.000+08:00

Well.... honestly i realli dunnoe if im good enough.... tis is my biggest worry....

Zhi Lian updates..

2006-09-13T02:10:00.000+08:00

Hello!!! i honestly seldom do this........ i dont rem me ever showing my photo on my blog.....hahah...... i don't know why im doing it now.. hahah.. juz bo chup la... lolx...

Well... i have sort of dye and highlight my hairs.. muahaha.. not tt i rich ok.. its cheap... $22 only!! haha.. went with my primary sch mate on 8 of september... friday.. hahaha.... didnt realli turn out to be wat i wanted.. but.. hmmm.. but seem to be getting use to it bah.. not as shiny as the last time.. lolx...

got alot of ppl say i look super beng.. sighz.. i also dun wan... but got people alos say nice lehz.. haha.... *shurgs*.... i still have to live with it also mah.. lolx.........

jus try not to puke after u see my photos kz.... tks ah!.... hahah

my nose so big

Peek a boo....

Went with amanda to eat asian kitchen agian.. lolx...... im so nice ok.. or else u be alone.. whahahahhaahaah... ok ok... i crapping.....wel.. i had fun... ; ..... tts important.. hahaha...... tks for the haagan diaz dessert worz.... yummy... hahaha.. *bing qing ling*... hee hee.....

Sakae Sushi

2006-09-12T02:33:00.000+08:00

yea... went to sakae sushi today.. heehee.. had a craving for it for quite long ler... just nice... GOD provide.. hee hee... amanda also craving for it.. hahaha.. so chiong over to causeway point branch.. hee hee...

Well... we had fun... hahaha... *hur hur hur* ...... nice sharing we also la... haha.. sort of ya? lolx....Glad i saw another side of u today.. haha.. or else scary la...... and nice logical snail story.. hahaha.....

Well... next stop ice cream? lolx........

another birhday present..

2006-09-05T00:42:00.000+08:00

Yea.. the above is a birthday present frm my sis,victoria,aileen,daniel,huiyi and sharon... hahaha...drum mallets... been wanting to get it for sumtime ler.... muaha.. but too ex.. so didnt get.. hee hee.. this present is jus nice wat i need and wan!!1.. tks ya all.. i tink this year birthday compare to last year was better.. lolx.. .tks everyone tt celebrated for me...... xie xie..

Tribute to steve irwin...

2006-09-05T00:19:00.000+08:00

The famous croc hunter was killed by a stingray .. well.... thou im not realli a big fan of his... but i realli admire his love for animals.. his loving heart to wild life.. his passion to his job... well.. as a animal lover, i pay tribute to him....

God bless his family.. give them the peace.

for more info.. go to yahoo.com....

Stop it ... -_-"

2006-09-02T23:16:00.000+08:00

Dont't give me that kinda of stare or tots wen i mention abt bringing a female to church or wen i tok abt out rching to a female frend.... its realli feel kinda "irritating" and -_-" .....

I must this big point CLEAR.. i have no backgrd motive or watsoever. Tink all u wan... ponder all u wan....my concious is clear, and my motive are geniune...

enough said....... thanks.....

how i spent my 31 aug 06

2006-09-01T02:31:00.000+08:00

1230pm - wake up..hee hee

230pm - teach drums till 315pm .. then 2nd student cant come.. so can go off early

330pm - headed for parkway parade to get huijun birthday present and also to do some shopping!.. hee hee.. left there and headed for city hall

5pm - walked ard city hall area to buy in pair of shoes.. buy current shoes got hole ler.. then some more raining! my feet inside wet!!... ended up in penisula... got a pair of nike shoes for $40!!! yes... $40 .... becos its the last pair!!!! and it fits me just nice!! praise god!.. although the design not too nice.. but at least ok bah.. for $40....

6pm - headed to suntec to meet huijun...sia la.. ppl take cab down sia.. rich.. lolx... its ok tt i wait de la.. no prob.... in the end also rch ard 650pm.. hahaha..... wanted to go eat toni roma.. but well... too late ler.. as we got moive at 735pm

705pm - reach eng wah.. got our tickets.. bought pop corn.. and had a chat while waitg for the show..hahah...

900pm - show ended ard 8+pm.. headed down to city link asian kitchen for our dinner.. haha... first time there.... i would say nice simple food worz... order their prawn toast, grill pork chop,beef noodles and xiao long bao...

reasonable portion and price.. hee hee.. eat until i full..

huijun take de loh.. huijun.. u tink i dun noe u take ah.. chey...

10pm- headed to the MRT station...

11pm - meet tiffany,joyce and alex.. lolx.. u muz have tot i gone hm rite.. hee hee.. didnt feel like going hm lah... meet them for pool lehz.... hahah... end ard 123oam bah..

1245pm - went to have supper at lor 5.. lolx.... just whack la.. dun caree.... so full alos whack.. lolx...... ended ard 130am.. hahah.. then took a cab hm.. hee hee......

Well.... i realli enjoyed myself.. tks huijun, tiff, joyce and alex.. hahaha..... huijun enjoy reading the book kz.. haha.. if blur just ask me la.... dun take and burn hor!! lolx.....today i also spend quite alot.. lolx.. i tink i feng ler!!! i tink this year is my most feng for my birthday.... wohooo.....

a start of being 25 for one year!!!!!

OH YA!... tks all hu have sent me greetings today morning... haha.. sorri.. didnt reply.. i was aslp mode still.. haha. .and too many ler.. lolx..... but im truly touched by the smses!!...

25.. 25 25.. 25..

2006-08-31T03:07:00.000+08:00

oh my... im 25 ler... 31 august... mr zelig tan birthday.... haha.... 25 25!!.... my gosh!!! can it just stop there? i still got alot to catch up... arghhhh.....

tks for all of the msn and sms wishes...got someone even asked me isnt my birthday, wen its on my nick.. lolx..... anyway.. tks for comfirming.. hee hee......

tml gonna meet up a former colleauge for dinner and movie.. haha..just so happen she say she seeks enlightenment.. lolx.. SO...ill pass her the purpose driven life book.. then can invite her over to church... worth it la...on my birthday help someone enlighten... lolx.......

tml im gonna chiong toni roma for dinner....muahah... then followed by moive... hahaha.....maybe have abit of shopping!!! whahahaa.......... tml is pay day also!! wohooooo.......

friendster testimony..

2006-08-30T01:37:00.000+08:00

Well... i was viewing my friendster testimony.. and it realli sort of warm my heart.... made me realize how long i have know my friends liaoz.. all the wishes they wrote.... birthday wishes also... hahaha... i guess it made my day..... but not enough lehz.. so little worz....50+.... diaoz... or isit no one bothers... haiz... oh well......

anyway.. do write testi more me if ya in friendster ok? hee hee.. xie xie!!

Mr Bear

2006-08-28T02:49:00.000+08:00

Introducting mr bear... lolz... looks like mr bean tt one la.. but.. hmmm.. maybe is this its lau pei or relative.. hahaha...

Well... its my birthday present from my lander loh.. awwwww... so sweet.. haha.... actually i dun noe wat to do wif it lehz.. lolx.. put my bedside? ermz.. like abit... hmmmz..... well.... let it hang ard my rooms bah.. lolx.....

ciao~... sleeping time.. hahahah

Fun Day

2006-08-26T01:51:00.000+08:00

today i met up with daniel,becky,jerome and dennis at PS mos burger after teaching at katong mall..... they we playg ... errrr... how to spell ah...*faints*.... dun noe how to spell.... anyway.... ate dinner at mos burger.. haha.. quite fun la... all the crapping and stuff....

headed to paradiz to play pool.. hahaha.... thank GOD jason drvies!!! lolx!!... tks jason for the lift lehz...... basically it was drama at pool.. wat can i say... aRghhhhh.... played for ard 1 and 1/2 hrs...... took a ride to bugis in jason car... hee hee...

daniel wee and i went to the upper deck of 12... and saw 2 guys wearg match strip tee.... ugh.....my mind was alrdy like tinkg la.. hah.... tryg to convince myself tt it working uniform or sumthg u noe.. but didnt look like it lehz.... anyway.. we sat infront of them.. after awhile.. they were singing la!!... errr... it sounded like a duet la!!!.... and it feels like those "couple duet"... eekz! i and daniel look at each other with no comments.. hahaha...

gtg now... lolx.... 8am go to wake up.. yawnz..

I am feeling.... hmmmm

2006-08-21T19:35:00.000+08:00

After looking at ya blog.... looking at ya pics.. i suddenly got this feeling.... its a feeling that i don't even know how to classified it...... Loss, Sadness, happy, envy??? i dont know... but for sure i know it does have a little happy feel in it.... as in.. among the feelings.. i do feel happy for you... yea..... i tink also got abit of sadness bah.... its like.. if only i was like that and like this.. haha.... well.....*shrugs* ..

Anyway.. in conclusion.. just wan to say jia you to u... yeap..... and contiune to pray for salvation....

Cossroad of choices...

2006-08-19T23:21:00.000+08:00

well... i now got three paths to chose frm

1. Contiune teaching drums.. cos.. i was informed that they decide to give teachers CPF!!!.. tt was my inital worry .. tts y i wanted to give up drumming to go somewhere else to work... good is got CPF + passion abt this line .. BUT.. prospects wise.. dun tink bright.. i mean.. also not say im the best of the best... how can i like progress by just teaching in a music sch wif salary paid by students.. if no students i die....

2. polar puffs... thruy a fren.. she spoke to the boss to allow me for a try.... CPF is given.. and the prospect is good, frm staff to supervisor to managment trainee.... but my worry is.. i nv touch this kinda of postion before... my previous experiences are like admin base.. food etc... so abit scare... of course its sort of a more secure job than the drums.. cos its paid standard salary.

3. Church office.. i sent my resume on thurs nite.... all along is also my "dream" of working in the church office.. CPf is also given.. prospect wise.. hmmmz.... i tink have bah.... but dun tink will be as much as polar puff..

So..as u can see.. its realli choices... arghhhh... i guess i will wait for my church reply and i see how..... God please lead me to the place where you wan me to be....

anyway... today the youths sort of celebrated my birthday.. lolx.... well... tks to huiling bah.. hahah..... initally it was huiling celebration de... then someone mention abt hu else birthday aug... then.... huiling ask me.. then i nodded loh.. haha... well... tks rach for tt monkey birthday song... hahaha..... somethg special at least...... and for sis jocelyn prayers.. was realli touched... tks all....

sorri ah huiling.. stole abit of ya limelight.... hahaha.....

hmmmm.....

2006-08-15T01:16:00.000+08:00

well... lately.. i havnt blogging much also.... dont know why also... sometimes i also wonder..... how many ppl come do read my blog... i mean... to a certian extend i can say... if ppl do come read my blog.. means it show at least im in their mind.. and they bother to come to my blog to know how am i doing.. of cos there is another part where ppl juz come in to like casual read or juz "kpo" ....... to me.. if i do go read someone blog.. i realli do have tt person in mind.. and realli wan to noe how he/she is doing... yea...... oh well... juz some random tot tt came to my mind... hahah.......

i got inform by my fren tt there is a opening for managment trainee postion at polarpuffs....well..thou is not some high paying job.. but the important thg is CPF... now as a drum teacher.. i am not paid CPF at all.... unless im like earning 1600+.. then maybe i can take out some and self contribute to CPF... so now im going to chose a route tt gonna earn me CPF. Unless there is some mircale for me at the drum side, i will go ahead wif the polar job... i also need to wait to see if the manager wan to give me a chance for a interview anot... yea.....so pls pray along for me yea....

well... my parents are away to genting ... hahaha... juz the both of them...... i guess its gd for them to juz get away to relax..... look like no takers wan to follow me to genting for a trip huh... haiz... oh well....... at least maybe go over JB one day for some seafood dinner meal? any takers? hahaha.....

It made my day...

2006-08-09T01:05:00.000+08:00

haha.... a church mate of mine gave me encouragment on my voice in my church CD.... somehow my heart leap wen i hear the things he said......it was those kinda of encouragment where by u will feel totally convince and smoothing.. haha..... realli thank god for the chance and the talent...

beside drumming.... singing is another thg tt i like alot.... hahah...

GOAL

2006-08-08T04:06:00.000+08:00

Well... juzt watch finish a DVD entiled GOAL!.... hahah.. i noe abit slow la.. but... well.... touchg story... its realli just more than soccer skill.. but it touches on family issues... hardwork... rejections.... got a few scenes i nearly wanted to cry... hahah.... emoz la.... lolx...

Anyway.. for those who yet to watch, but want to.. then go ahead.. :)

Holiday???

2006-08-03T01:54:00.000+08:00

Hmmmz.. overheard my dad sayg tt it cos $66 per person for 3D/2N to go to genting... (meals no inculded.... but hey... its was like some gd deal lehz..... it sort of trigger a holiday mood inside me....dun mind just taking a 3 day off to just go enojy myself... genitng is the only place... since its cheap.... the food etc also...hmmm...

any kaki wan to follow me? maybe mon go and wed come back sort of stuff? any takers?

Childhood Memories

2006-07-29T22:14:00.000+08:00

I was just having brkfast this morning, and i called a cup of kopi C ice. I took a slip... wow... and memories of my granny coffee came to my mind... This happen when i was veri young.. cant realli rem how old.. but i guess... muz be primary 3 or 4.... on weekends my parents will bring me to visit my ah ma at tampines... and in the end.. most of the time i would wan to stay over till sun...

The first thg to look forward to in the morning is... granny hot coffee.. wohooo.... its realli realli nice kz...since young i dont realli drink hot stuff... BUT.. i just had to drink my granny coffee every morning wen i wake up.. the aroma, the sweetness... everythg is just just nice.... thereafter, both of us will head down to the wet market to shop.... and i will ALWAYS wan to buy crabs.. lol.. the secondary reason y i bought it.. is becos i wan to eat.. BUT.. the primary reason is just becos.. i love to poke it so call kill it... k k.. i noe sound abit curel la.... but for me at tt age.. i guess... tt killing = fun... lolx... and it was my granny who teach me how to kill it kz.... ill use this long point thg.. and poke under the crab bottom.. if u noe wat i mean.. hahahah.....before the killing.. i will like put them in a tube of water.. see them swim here and there... lolx.....

well well... thinkg back... it was fun and heartwarming... my ah ma.. has passes away for ard 2yrs alrdy.. but im glad i had a chance to share the gospel.. and now she is in heaven.... :)....

Ang Mo ?!?!!?

2006-07-23T20:05:00.000+08:00

Lotsa of my net friends have been sayg i got ang mo look.. i noe u my be puking now... by reading this post.. i also HUH... and another werid thg is... its only wen im like 24... then ppl start to say i look like ang mo... hahah... saying that i go abit of ang mo mix blood kinda of look.. hahah.. well.. maybe people hu have been seeing me so often,like church ppl etc... will tink nthg of this sort.. my net is see my display pic, then feel tt i look ang mo... pic are deceving? lol.... anyway.. not bad la.. got ppl say i look abit ang mo..ahhaha

Oh ya.. i dun noe how many have visited my blog... i actually put up the song that i sang solo.. it is one of the track in my church 2nd album....hahaha.. i got afew comments.. and tks.. im encourage.. actually i put it up also becos of promtional purpose.. lolx.. hope you guys can surpport by buying it.. $15 only.. hee hee.... if tell me if u are interseted kz? xie xie....

below is the CD cover pic.. =)

CA practice

2006-07-22T23:01:00.000+08:00

Today had a fun and stress practice during CA pract.... Ca practice means Creative Arts practice for sunday worship pract..the WL wanted to do a new song.. and MY MY.. it was a easy song.. the beat easy.. but.. with all the off beats made it musical alittle hard.. lolx.. every one had sort of a little stress.. but im glad tt we sort of made the pract fun also... yea... we also sort turn into blacks ... means like those blacks kinda of worship,... lolx.. kinda cool.....

Love the music team.. lolx....

maybe its time to realli get serious with more musical theory stuff sia... lolx...

Surprise

2006-07-19T00:45:00.000+08:00

hehe.. just a little add on and surprise on my blog.. muahah.. if u guys noe wat i mean.. hahaha.. just try not to puke okie... :)

totally depress...

2006-07-18T00:20:00.000+08:00

y.. y muz things turn out to be this way.... did u have to say those things... did u have to react in tt manner... did u had to put everythg across so bluntly......was it wrg for me to just be honest with u.... i noe u are pro and gd.... but the way u are sayg things.. just make me feel tt ur looking down me..... realli....couldnt u bring across things in a milder way... ur bringing it across as if im your enemy.... real depressing... in the end... its hurts badly....

back.. once agian

2006-07-13T19:18:00.000+08:00

hey all... yea.. im back again.. i noe i havnt been blogging... hmmmmmz....lets see..

for a start, im so happy that my church CD is out... as in.. the finally mix.. and the 1000 copies is out... wohooo.... and its $15 per copy..... anyone wans.. can order thru me.. hee hee... Overall,after the tuning and mixing.. im quite please with my solo.. hahahah... excited.. wohooo.....

right after this annivesry celebration.. the church will be busy with thr xmas drama held at orchard road.. as mention in my previous post, my church will be in charge of this year xmas at orchard.. yea... from logistic.. to singing.. to drama.. to music... my my.. another exciting thg coming up.. and all these will be shown live on TV.. hee hee.....

well.. im glad tt my drum studentd has increase.... hmmm.. but i muz try to contribute to my CPF.. cos im considered self empolyed... and pls contiune to pray for my family $ issue... i realli must do more....Lord. help me to do my part as a son....

ok.. im back...

2006-07-05T02:49:00.000+08:00

hi all... yes im finally back to blogging.. my fren had to say tt i RIP... -_-" .. miss foo.. u good ah....
well.. i sort of became lazy to blog.. hahah...hmmm.. let me tink wat has happen lately.. ill write in point form...

. I lost my IC.. haiz.. and dun noe when also.. just wen i was taking it out to play pool.. i realize tt it wasnt inside my card holder... it muz have drop out somewhere.. if it is drop outside.. y no one return.. -_-"... or drop at home.. haiz.. i tink this is my 3rd time ler... where got $ to pay... arghhh... it has been so long since the 2nd time tt i lost my ic... WHY WHY!!!!

. i lost my wallet..last week sat.... i was like eating at roxy square coffee shop.. i paid for my drink... then i place it in between my legs.. then i muz have forgotten to take it wen i left for the loo... it was until i came out and realize its gone..arghh!!! spend like 15min asking ard... walking ard... but cant find... spoiled my day.... haiz....thank god all my cards are kept in another holder.. but i lost $20 ++.... sian sian.....

. i finally got a hair cut.... shorter.. easier to manage also.. tinking of going to dye.. but maybe my next pay.. hahaha...

. within my music ministry, the drum side seems to be having changes.. wif someone new coming in.. it seems tt certian things are changing at a pace tt i cant catch up and cant accept... the person char seem to be showing more and more..the way he phrase certian words are just too much......

. CP church anniversry are coming soon.... 16 of july.. our CD coming out... for the first time i hear my own voice in the CD for one song... doing solo ... excited... haha... wats more exciting is... we got like 970+ ppl atending out service.... that is a record breaker for CP history... wohooo.....

hmmmz.. i guess.. this is all i cant rem .... shall blog agian soon... ^-^....

stupid..

2006-06-20T02:13:00.000+08:00

after so long.. i had my chance.. and i flop it.. wrg words... wrg stuf to ask ..wrg appoarch.. WRG WRG.... stupid... realli stupid!!!!! useless...

Father's day...

2006-06-19T20:08:00.000+08:00

Well... had dinner at a nearby zhun chao place... Took great trouble to get my ad to go out eat.. keep on sayg dun wan..... -_-" ... byt he time we rch there its like.. almost 745pm.... so many ppl.. take GOD we manage to get a table.. the food took so long.. i tink more than 40mins... i was like starving la!!! and my dad was so tempted by the "harm".. he got medical probs still eat!!! too u its HARMful... my dad still say.. u dun let me eat i go home.. WHAAAAAAA.... so gross la... totally uncook.. thewn marinated wif i tink onions and thai black sauce... my sis actually join in la!!! yucks!!! GROSS...

the harmful HARM!! arghh.. so gross can

the start of the attack by my dad

eeks!! gross!!!!! all the blood!!!

see!! my sis.. go join my dad.. *faint* .....

finally the food came.. NORMAL nice food!! yum yum.. hahaha...

Youth Explosion

2006-06-16T16:41:00.000+08:00

hi everyone.. i know its been long since i blog... yea... well.. i just came back from youth camp.... feeling very slpy and tired... typing this half aslp.... but just wan to blog and get done wif it... lolx..

this year camp was realli like a inner change and inner healing sort of move.. backsliders coming back to the lord.. new believers increase their faith in GOD... people's heart more in tune to GOD.. all about coming back to the basic and understding the love of GOD...

So great to see them jumping and clapping ans shouting during services.. espically on the last nite.. i tink we went crazy!!.. lolx.. sang a chain of like 5 to 6 fast songs and they just wanted more.. lolx.. but had to go to worship cos of holy communion... lolx.....

If any of e youth reading my blog, i just wan to say.. lets not end it at the youth camp.. thou its the end of the camp.. but a start to keep moving forward...bring on tt passion, that worship to sunday services... SNL etc etc... dun let ya engine die down at all.... shout to the lord with all ya strenght... praise him with every breath... GO CP youth....

And to end off.. i want to thank francis and dennis for this chance to be allowed to help out in the logistic and sound... dennis, nice working with you... *high 5*... and to the band, tks for ya patience with me handling the sound. ROCK oNz....!!!!!

Reality TV

2006-06-02T02:55:00.000+08:00

if you guys got scv.. go to channel 83 .. this channel call reality TV... and there is this program call cheaters ... its a program sort of helps ppl to check up on their love ones if the person feels tt their love ones maybe cheating on them etc etc.... while i was watchg, its realli sad y ppl can cheat on a love one..... so so wrong...

seem to be losing the little that i got.. it feels more and more impossible..

Solo done..

2006-06-01T02:10:00.000+08:00

yea.. finally my solo is done.... the other few times were like trial session.. and also like singing wif the choir etc...then in between we miss 6 times of recording session becos the producer cant make it... finally tdy my solo is done.. partly im glad i did wat i wanted.... can say like.. 80% happy wif it.. but one the other hand 20%.. i felt i could express more.. and also plus my diction.. means mt end words the sound.. like lorD .. goD ... prasie(S)... etc etc..

actually i was told thta i may be doing 2 other songs also.. but then.... it was given to other people to do it instead.. honestly speaking i was a abit disappointed la.. cos i was veri excited wen i was told .. but they didnt say cfm la.. but i was excited still.. haha... but nvm la.. can do one song is a blessing.. i guess maybe the composer felt tt the other person cld have done better... tts great wat... hee hee..

so now jus waitg for the CD to be out in july 16... yea..... cant wait.. hahaha......

Sore sore throat

2006-05-29T20:34:00.000+08:00

haiz... just when i got recording on Wednesday... i got a sore throat.... its so irritating... Pls lord take it away.... i need to do the recording...... haiz.......

anyway... i just some calculation on how much am i earning as a drum teacher now... can i say i was surprise..... and i should start a saving scheme ler.... or else jia liat....

shiok but physical tired

2006-05-29T01:32:00.000+08:00

Saturday was a long long day for me..had sunday worship pract frm 1pm till like 4pm .. then setup for youth scv... do sound etc... then..serve for youth scv..... scv ended ard 9pm... Sunday i had to serve for both scv .. haha.... 830am and 1030am scv.. lolx..i felt physical tired.. but i realli felt good..... it feels good to be serving him wif the gift that he has given me... if possible i hope i can play for him 24hrs.. hahaha..just like in heaven.. worship GOD unceasing...

after church.. i had to rush to teach a make up drum lesson at katong mall...... rch there like 5min late... sian... nonsense jam.....then i had a tok wif another parents and the child,in regards to he wanting his song to learn more so tt he can serve in church etc etc... good and productive talk..

Had to rush down to meetsome frenz for jamming.. it was organize by my fren call billy.. he going army 8 june.. so he wans to meet up for "LAST" jaming.. lolx...jamming was funz. hahah... played drums.. AGIAN...his cell ppl came to join the fun also... quite open ppl.. then headed down for marina south steamboat for billy "lAST" meal. I tink among all my history of steamboat dinner.. this is the time where i ate the least...we were like testing each other jokes... testing "IQ" stuff... hahah... spend more time fellowshipping than eating...... faint!!!

Headed for arcade.... billy played para para.. lolx!! then william tried!!! lolx!! he did a tradmark "shenf tiao sia nu" stance... lolx..... super funny!!!! lolx......... someone started to get "low batt" also.. lolx... we sort of said prayer for billy.. blessing him etc... yea.....

im like so tired.. hahahaa.....still feel like playg drums... lolx... ok.. im crazy.. hahahaha......

OH YA!!.. my latest favourite song..... *EVER LIVING GOD*... SO SO SO NICE LA!!!!!!!!!

Latest addition

2006-05-22T22:56:00.000+08:00

as u can see int he above pic.... i have got a bed... lolx.. if u have been following my blog...u will noe tt i didnt had a bed... i just put the mattress on the floor.. then slp like tt.... hahaha.... well.. this bed come with 4 others things... cupboard,bed side table,computer table and open cabinet. It's a 5 piece set tt cost $169 at carrefour....its was like bought by my mum... yaya.... tks mum...... ill be only using the bed and cupboard.. the rest.. maybe sell off or wat....

and it didnt come fixed kz... i and my dad spent like 2 more more hrs fixing it up..... the killer was the screws.... no holes.. realli realli hard... both my dad and my hands like abit blister ler... too tired to do the cupboard.... tml then do.... hahah.......

And my heart longs for you......

2006-05-20T03:24:00.000+08:00

It is like 3.22am now... and im suppose to wake up later at 845am..... but i just cant sleep....before that, i was watchg UNIFIED PRAISE DVD by hillsong and delirous....Praise GOD it was indeed awsome... the people.... the band.... the worship.... awsome awsome... but the best that i want to thank for was the last song where delirious had this line... "and my heart longs for you"..... as i off my comp..... i suddenly just felt GOD's presence was so strong.. that line... juz kept on singing in my mind..... i must say.. i havnt been a good kid spiritually...... things like spending time talking to him... and praying to him.....

immdiately... i juz sat on my bed... singing that line.... "and my heart long for you" ... and as i sang.. i wept... and my mind tot abt songs that was sung in the DVD... "lord i give u my heart"...
" history maker" .... i don't want to be just a empty shell... serving him in ministry .. in drums... in voice.... all these will not stand if you lose ya focus on GOD's....With that focus towards GOD.... then the rest will come..... It was indeed refreshing.... I realli thank GOD for this chance... this chance to realli get back in tune to him......

Thereafter... i was trying to sleep... but i just cant... then suddenly my mouth just sang this tune.....my mind was just tinking of composing a song.. a song that realli says how my heart longs for him..how i dun wan to be apart... how faithful isit...... i tried to sing the chours.. i tried to sing a verse........ then i decided to wake up to type out the song....... i havnt decided wat key it be.. or the tune... but its realli words that i tink GOD brought about in my mind.......

Heart longs for you

Chours
My heart longs for you...
My heart longs for you...
My heart longs for you...
My saviour...

Verse 1
No longer I be apart
No longer I be dry
As I come to you
Pour down once again.

Verse 2
No longer in condemnation
No longer in sin
As I come to you
Wash me once agian.

Bridge
Faithful one
Glorious one
Unfailing one

I hope this post will encourage you... GOD is just too AWSOME .. too GlORIOUS to ever miss out on.......

Real world...

2006-05-17T02:00:00.000+08:00

Does the above realli happen in the real world?

*wonders*

*waiting*

Worst buffet i ever ever Eaten

2006-05-15T01:12:00.000+08:00

U see this pic on the left... yeap yeap.. im sure somehow u may have seen the ad on tv or newspaper....

DUN DUN DUN go there to eat... my gosh.. as my title says.. thwe worst buffet i have eaten im my whole life...Spoil our mother day dinner la... the cost is $25 + + + per person!! but the food varity,taste and refilling speed doesnt worth even $20.. not even worth calling a international buffet... faint*

Price - 0/10
Varity- 1/10
Refilling speed- 0/10
Taste- 1/10
Order system- 0/10

this are the few i can tink of... realli realli veri veri jia liat... Sakura is MUCH better than this..

Election day...

2006-05-06T14:44:00.000+08:00

I juz went Anglican High School for like less than 5mins... and im done... hahahha.... i voted for.....

_ _ _ ... 3 letter inside de.. lolx...

Had lunch wif my family at bedok 85.

Later heading for recording again..Doing another song.. but is one whole grp sing 2gether de...

dun noe got time to do my solo anot.... i kinda of feel more ready

CD recording

2006-05-04T01:27:00.000+08:00

well... this is this 2nd try for my church CD recording.. well.. i still feel veri nervous... but much for relax.. and could like abit of my own tune and stuff.. but.. still.. i could have done better.. ARghhh...

Well.. rach was awsome.. she is one of the girls frm the youth.. her voice is realli gd.. voice tt is realli nice for recording.... juz a few take and see is done.. whaaa... i wan also!! hahaha.. well... i my do my best.. moreover its my first time doing recording.. my whole church life is playg the drums... lolx.....

today i bought a black pants at queensway shopping centre.... its has been long since i wanted to get ler.. becos i need to wear it for sundays service.. the one tt im wearing is like torn in some places.. its was $40 bucks!!!! then i walk ard i saw another shop selling $29.90.... ARGHHH... but its like.. i was wif my 2 female fren, and their male frens... realli pai sae to make them wait la.. course i normall will walk ard abit more before deciding which shop to get.. BUt.. how can i let them wait.. in the end.. $40... heart pain.. all my $$$ flying away...haiz...

but the best deal for the day.. was tt i bought a rechargable shaver for 19 bucks at habour front.. 4 heads .... dun noe wat brand also.. but can use can ler.. been wanting to get a proper charger.. been using those disposable ones.. then rust also use.. finally getting a proper one.... yeap.....

Cooking agian..

2006-05-01T01:15:00.000+08:00

1. Egg Soup
2. Bean sprouts
3. Ginger Pork
4. Sambal Sotong

One never slp for 36hrs, and keep falling aslp AND didnt eat much
One keep sneezing, and felt sick, and wisdom tooth abit pain, AND eat very little. (didnt like ginger,onions and garlic also never say. -.-)
One eat so much rice,mind keep tinkingg of playing guitar AND didnt eat much...
One keep eating which is GOOD...

eee yer.. not surpportive.. sad sad...

Speechless

2006-04-29T22:48:00.000+08:00

somethg tramatic happen to me today.. worse than tramatic...

4 Vs 1

wat more can i say.. not tt i didnt wan to say.. but nthg comes out wen 4 Vs 1 ...

Speechless...

All becos of HER!!!!!!!

2006-04-28T17:27:00.000+08:00

ITs ALL BECOS OF HER!! emily!!!! tt i can attend a food fair tt is not open to public... lolx. emily company is invovle in a foor fair call "Food Hotel Asia" .. There was like lotsa of food!!! all for free!! lolx.. actually they like sample la.. small little portions.. but my my.. alot alot of campany lah.. they had like diff fried food, diff drinks, diff meats, diff sauces, diff noodles.. etc etc.. so so many!!! its like total 6 halls!!!!! crazy!!!......i went wif my sister la..... we practically had our lunch there la.. lolx... realli lotsa to eat there... hahaha.... today was the last day ler... hee hee.. juz nice......

they had fruit supturting competition... here are some of the design.. so cool..... so skillful....

There were like seafood companies there also.. look at the seafiid they display.. the crab legs is big la..... got lobster also.. and they are BLUE lobster ok!! looks like fake plastic lobster la.. lolx

MAGIC...

2006-04-28T02:01:00.000+08:00

Yester nite i was like kinda bored.. so i juz decided to watch magic in youtube... haha.. AND these are some of the amazing stuff tt i saw!!! ARGHHHH...it all by this japan magician call crily i tink... they call him japan david blain.. but dun worri.. he is not as gross a david blain..

Getting a real burger out of a menu... biting it.. then putting it back..!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jBX7wjYb2II&search=blain

Pouring water out of a bottle then water juz replaces itself in the bottle
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iOTylnAX41E&search=blain

Pulling things in between a glass table frm one side to the other
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WTwpdC2H44o&search=blain

Pulling a card out and in of a underwater viewg submarin glass panel..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6pouswEBmbA&search=blain

combo magic in a train and funfair
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6PlP24RFsJM&search=blain

Using his shadow to pick and brk chopstick!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AbCE4vsJWYM&search=blain

Recording is FUN!!!!

2006-04-26T23:51:00.000+08:00

*jumps*.. i so so excited..!!!! hahaha.. my church is coming out a CD with song tt been compose in house... and i been selected to sing one song!!! LOLX!!!!!... maybe got another one.. but havnt try... its like my veri first time in a recording studio.. and recording my voice!!! i was like so excite.. but nervous!!!! but i didnt do quite well la.. veri nervous.. and concious... i was like shivering wen i sang la.. *sweat*....

i realli muz pract and pract.. espically my pronoucation... hahaha...still so so excited !!!.... hee hee.. thank god.. it realli sort of fufil so wishes of mine.. cos i realli do like ot sing beside drumming.. and now is the chance.... ARghhhhhhhh.. Excited!!!!!!!!

make a guess....

2006-04-26T02:17:00.000+08:00

anyone know wat do i like to do most wen i am feeling dwn??? hahaha.. i tink only afew ppl hu realli noe me got the answer... care to put ya answer on my taggy? tks...

depressed? angry?

2006-04-25T21:39:00.000+08:00

I DUN NOE IF I SHOULD FEEL DEPRESS OR ANGRY....WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GET SO MANY PPL TO BE IN THIS THING!!!! DO U HAVE TO TELL!!! "EVERYONE".. I NOE UR CONCERN.. BUT I DUN SEE ANY REASON Y SHOULD LET SO MANY KNOW!!! I HATE IT!!! REALLI!!!! ITS UNCALLED FOR!!!!!!!!

Yawnz.. Yawnz.. Yawnz

2006-04-23T03:56:00.000+08:00

3.55am

i gave up tryg to sleep already...was flipping here and there.. trying all sort of postions.. but yet i just can get to sleep.. so here i am not sleeping, and wait to go church later...

a little new excitment in my life.. i got a new handphone!!! lolx... yea.. u didnt hear wrgly... it was juz after my youth scv on sat that my dad called me.. asking if i wan to change my hp.. i was like AH!!! HUH?? ... my respond to him was like.. " of course i wan.. but no $$$ now to change"... then my sis was tryg to explian why suddenly this situation came abt.. but wasnt realli clear and told them that ill be going dwn to meet them at city link singtel shop....

Upon reaching there... i realize tt my sis has change her hp liaoz... it was a N6280.. a new model by nokia..the situation was tt.. it was a present for my sis birthday.. AND.. singtel was having a promotion for tt hp.. if im not wrg.. she trade her 6260 for $150 buck.. and paid another $150 for the new hp.... i was told that my 7610 trade in is $250.. and i juz need to top up a $50.. and in my dad mind.. he actually tot of me.. i mean.. leaving the $ prob aside.. he actually still tot of like "hey,y not.. since its $50.. gd deal.. i should inform my son" ... in a way i was touched by his tot.... yea... actually i was also blur.. like so sudden... but realli its gd deal... moreover the 6280 real has gd functions.. bluetooth,2megap cam,radio,music player,infra red,stero sound etc etc.....but of course my dad said he pay for me the $50 first.. but need to return de.. i mean im ok.. by the fact tt he actually TOT of me.. it warms my heart...

the design not fanciful thou.. but i tink quite ok... my sis and i got the same fone la... lolx......tks daddy.. =)...

Drummers life???

2006-04-22T02:13:00.000+08:00

it has been like more than a month since i got to noe my drum teacher.... he has been like teaching me new stuff.. showing me new things i can learn... guiding me etc... and im realli enjoying every sec of it..

tinking back on how i learnt was the drums was amazing.. truly.. how the lord was there juz guiding me... all i did was get a pair of stick.. on some music... and he was there.... seeing how some of my student struggle wif basic cooridination,i thank god tt i didnt had to go thru some of them.... but realli.. all glory to GOD.. w/o his guidance.. i could have neva rch this far... this is the reason y im serving him back in the area of drums...

i juz watched finish a video on tony royster and dennis chambers.. my my.. it was realli inspirational for me...it realli keep me tinkg... can i do all tt they do.. or even half of wat they got.. i realli wan to do the best i can in the area of drums....

after the vid.. i went for my shower.. my mind juz canr help to tink of tt vid.. then suddenly./. sumthg burst within my tots and heart .." i wan to be like them " ... this is the thg tt juz burst out within.. didnt purposly tink of it.. but it juz burst out... and i feel my morale high man... i was tinkg.... should i juz put my whole life to concentrate on improve my drum skills? which means .. thing like.. everyday practing like for hours... basically things tt PROs do to get the skill they are at....in a sense juz throw every bit of my life to focus on drums.......

well.. i havnt realli made tt choice..... and i dun tink now can.. given my family $ situation.. i doubt i can do tt... i need to find other form of work.. so to help the family $ prob...... but realli.. how gd it will be.. if i can juz concentrate my everyday into pract my drums juz for hours and hours....

i neva felt so high abt anythg thg... other than this.. but i realli wan to hand this over to GOD... he noes the best for his children....

Daniel birthday at Sakura

2006-04-20T22:54:00.000+08:00

well... the guys had a mini celebration for daniel wee at sakura.. haha... actually orignal plan was sakura... the lander say he wan to eat stingray.. so go bedok 85 loh... then wen he come.. say he sick.. dun wan eat hot stuff... haha.. then change back to sakura.. lolx... then some more at sakura eat so much.. hahah..but we had fun la... lolx...

the 5 guys tt went.. lolx..

wee wee and tan tan.. lolx...

i also dun noe wat lander tryg to do.. lolx.. i tink he is drunk..

grosses pic pf all.. the gay couple.. lolx

daniel is eating a prawn head.. i tink he wans the prawn brain juice

Win Lose Or Draw

2006-04-19T00:58:00.000+08:00

lately i noe i have not been blogging... yea.. but like nthg much ot blog abt lehz.. haha.. sian...

anyway.. i did sumthg tody on msn... lolx.. i played win lose or DRAW wif my fren on msn... lolx....... yes... msn can do drawing..... u need to have the program only... lolx......

Unspoken words and ponderings...

2006-04-10T03:11:00.000+08:00

there are lots and lots of factors...

time:time juz isnt in favour of me now.. espically i need to use my time to catch up on my carerr buliding.. and as well the other side.. i hope to be able to match both juz nice

tots:i muz be able to be sure wat am i tinkg... is it real.. or its juz a replacment..tink i must....

Appearance: i tink.. i need to spend the time to realli change watever i need to.. i noe i can nv match to the other.. but.. yes.. i will try....

most importantly i realli need to build up my prayer and spiritual life...... each time i wan to let it out.. but cant.. juz cant.. time is against me now...... just got to wait... wait......

i tink lotsa of u guys may not noe why im typing this.. or why am i typing this.... =)... and those hu tink they noe.. i can tell u... ya wrg.... yeap.. things juz isnt same anymore.. i cant be living in the past any more... no more...

Time will tell... *wait wait wait*